I'M So Sad By Losing A Love Of Faith

Started Few Days Ago,I'M not feeling comfortable by losing someone.My heart rilly pain for it. I knew i did wrong before this. I don't has trustworthy and keep jealous. I know you very hate me. I know there can't have a timestop and there no chance for us to get back.I'm so happy and glad that you honest to me and makes my heart become better a bit.Anywhere I hope that you can get a better life and now I'm waiting an angel fate to come protect me once again by healing my power of life. I'm sorry that my love of u very strong feeling and make me can't forget that we been had a lot of enjoyed times 2gether. For all those things,I'm trying many way to forget bout you. If i really dissapear from you life please forgive me ok? I'm sorry that i didnt keep the promise of between friends. It really hard for me to face it as u know i really can't see you. As u also know that my heart is so fast soft. If the true fate is comes..mine is mine,ur is ur,appreacite is life,love is power,angel is fairy.