I Don't Know You Anymore

I would like to visit you for a while,Get away and out of this city,Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break, We can go sit on your back porch and talk about anythings,It don't matter, I'll be couragous,if you can pretand that you've forgiven me. 'cause I don't know you anymore I don't recognize this place, The picture frames have changed and so has your name, We don't talk much anymore,we keep running from the pain but what I wouldn't give to see your face again. Spring time in the city, always such relief from the winter freeze ,The snow was more lonely than cold , Ifyou know what I mean. Everyones got an agenda , Don't stop keep that chin up and you'll be alright.can you believe what a year its been , are you still the same?Has your opinuin changed?

The Love After Me

Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today. It's few days and counting,You've moved on, I still feel exactly the same, It's just the that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name. Like photographs and memories of love, steel and granite reminders. The city calls your name and I can't move on. Ever since you've been gone, The lights go out the same , The only difference is You call another name : To your love To your lover now To your love, The lover after me. Am I all alone in the universe?There's no love on these streets,I have given mine away to a world that didnt want it anywhere. So this is my new freedom,It's funny, I dont remember being chained,but bothing seems to make sense anymore,without you I'm always twenty minutes late. and time goes by so slowly, the nights are cold and lonely, I shouldn't be holding on, but I'm stil holding on for you.( I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today but I'm standing at your doorway,I'm calling out your name because I can't move on.

My 2nd Day

This is my 2nd day to avoid someone. Anywhere,somehow i also will look at my memorable pic. Mean,i not yet fully forget someone. while i with my friends i was pretand like forget. But whatever how, I will continue to avoid someone. Hope she didnt find me until my heart recover , because i know my heart very fast soft. Somemore here,i wan thank you to my bros who alway take care of me.If without them i really really will be more sad and think a lot. My bros really good and helpful. Futhermore,they had a lot of experience before and had gave me a lot of advice hehe... Anywhere ,I wanted wish good luck to someone and all taylor mass communication students for started having exam 2day hehe...wish ur all the best...

Happy or Sad?

Yesterday nitez,we were discuss and settle those things. I felt comfort now because I had knew everythings. Actually,I didn't hate you, i don't know why,how you treat me i still got the strong feeling with you..actually i didn't mad u de oh,all those things,i jus pretand to hate you because i wan you to surrender with me. Anywhere,plz don't hurt u next love already ok? whatever how,u say me didnt keep my promise? hehe..actually i owez keep in my mind dat about our promise. Just for the timing now,i just wan avoid you to find me that why i rather not to choose as friends. maybe we should slowly try from MSN..but not now,because ur fall in love with someone,i will wait for you for my rest of my life...anywhere good luck for you (Sandy) Hope You With Dickson will be a sweet sweet couple...appreaciate u forever...sincerely,edward

My Diary Of Sweet Memory (1st)

May27/08=Haha,My 1st dates with a girl that one on one. So awesome that times, I wonder to tell her that ask her to become my gf but i'm not dare. LoL,stupiak la me keke.But what i did,i dare her that if she find a stitch then i will let her know what i'm gonna tell her hehe. but unfortunely,i didnt know that she knew where the stitch and after that she found it.OmG,my turn to be nervous and don't know how to open mouth to say out hehe...but as i try,i was message her "can u be my gf"? but more worse la,the phone not with her but it with her friends there. that times really pai seh.Her friends was saw everythings what i message keke. but then,nevermind lo. Then i said just treat me as i never tell this before. after that,we go watch ghost movie,the love was begin from there hehe.she was dare me o watch ghost movie but she didnt know i very like to watch ghost movie keke...anywhere,that times she accept me be her gf,that was my happy moment. but eventhough we be bf and gf,i dont know why me still nervous,while hold hand,my hand was sweat haha. Next,there one things really very pai seh for me,i was nearly fall down but luckily got her to push me back up haha..haiz,so shame lo that times. then ntg lo,we just spend the times to T.Aru beach. when i was wonder to pay the money to taxi to send her homes,but she was early give the taxi the money while i was going to press my money out..haiz,that times thank you oh hehe. bler

I'M So Sad By Losing A Love Of Faith

Started Few Days Ago,I'M not feeling comfortable by losing someone.My heart rilly pain for it. I knew i did wrong before this. I don't has trustworthy and keep jealous. I know you very hate me. I know there can't have a timestop and there no chance for us to get back.I'm so happy and glad that you honest to me and makes my heart become better a bit.Anywhere I hope that you can get a better life and now I'm waiting an angel fate to come protect me once again by healing my power of life. I'm sorry that my love of u very strong feeling and make me can't forget that we been had a lot of enjoyed times 2gether. For all those things,I'm trying many way to forget bout you. If i really dissapear from you life please forgive me ok? I'm sorry that i didnt keep the promise of between friends. It really hard for me to face it as u know i really can't see you. As u also know that my heart is so fast soft. If the true fate is comes..mine is mine,ur is ur,appreacite is life,love is power,angel is fairy.